• 11:43 PM, Thursday, October 29, 2009
Half the time passed awayAll the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste?
All the promises we made
One by one they vanished just the same
All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end
Now it all seems so clear
There's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long
That summer's moving on
Reach for something that's already gone
Yeah
All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end
Yeah we knew we had to lose this time
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
We would end up where we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when, and we never knew how
Never knew anything
All the things I still remember
Summers never looked the same
Years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September
We still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now how things could've been
It was worth it in the end
• 11:07 PM,
wellthings just got worst for me
right.
and yeah now feel kinda ill.
vomitting craps.=.=
total shiats!
• 1:44 AM, Sunday, October 25, 2009
ok my day was preee simple for today.
well my body and legs were not able to wake up for dance despite my eyes being awake.
so slept back . sorry eh ridz and also tiara.
ok den wake up did ntg much actuallly..
den went for soccer around 4++++ 5.
saw the oppponent and was like omggggg look at them and look at us.
they were big and in their mid 20s atleast.
pfft
soooooo de match was very physical.
first half was down 3 goals to nil WOW i know.
feel very demoralised for the 2nd half.
but after the start .the confidence was starting to rise. and slowly we came backkkk and from 3-0 we WON 4-3. =D YES heard it right. we won.
and i swear im beginning to love playing in centre mid everytime.
and yes my confidence is rising tooo WOOOT WOOT! =D
need to improve my stamina again =D
after match slack2.
den went to have dinner with hafis sulaimy and met aizat too.
in the end we ate at F.I.S.H.
FIRST AND LAST
its nice but the serving is kinda small for the price.
omg 4 person eat and cost 99bucks
WTH! right
hahahaakz
ok den slack again and all
funny things happen
and so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
back home by 1240 =D
lostlostlostlostlostlost
• 11:41 PM, Friday, October 23, 2009
its not been a good week for me like seriously
and what a way to sort of end de week by having the game at MJC cancelled.
pfft
nvm. but bright side is dat yesterday hanis treat me to sushi and also faizah today
treat me to donuts =D
hahahakz. well i guess thats the only bright part of the week
anywaaayysssssssss,
i have been going out even in skol week and it sucks
i swear im all worn out.
but still i got no time to rest. pfft!
• 9:17 PM, Wednesday, October 21, 2009
you know.
usually life for me is
everything is a yes WITH A LIMIT though.
ok i dont smoke nor do i drink right.
but i will always and almost never reject friends.
well people say im stupid and i shud rest and everything
like yeah what to do. i care about friends true?
anything to make dem happy and such.
but they told me u have to rest too
u cant be spending everyday of ur life out and go anything go with life.
it will destroy me?
and noww for once im starting to feel the shagged.
i reject some outings. too many in one day.
ignored some.
say i cant.
for the first time i keep saying NO i thought it would be a good change
BUT NO!
it didnt
my life is going to a new LOW DOWN.
idontfeel good.
nor do i feel better nor do i feel well rested.
so y are people keep saying dat i need to say no whereas
when i say no it only do harm.
i dont say yes to ciggs or drinks or drugs.
but i say yes to friends. outing. no sleep. those kinds
but still somehow i feel kinda DOWN
dont ask me y i just dont feel like saying anything
and its been affecting me emotionally physically everything mentally too,
im tired of this.
like seriously.
what am i to do????????
am i being a bad friend then?
what makes a good friend than?
and importantly what makes a TRUE friend.
come on someone. tell me.
im not looking for muchhhh but however its just that.
I KNOW im weak. and ill bet most of my friends know that too.
I DONT ARGUE I DONT RAISE my voice.
still whatever if it isnt my fault or whatsoever im still to blame and i still take it
but then. it hurts more and more everyday.
whatsamantodo?
• 1:57 AM,
below are pics of the events that i have been doing thats with pics.im sure thats not every pic.
but i hope that would do. i deliver my promise right?
better late than never.
owell theres loads thats inside my mind every now and then
but just cant fit into any words.
and yeah had a very tiring day.
hmm... i think yeah what represents me is the 1st post for the day for now.
which is the song GOTTA BE SOMEBODY by nickelback. =)
but thats just part of it.
ok and yeah i think i wont be sleeping tonight.
well not sleeping is like a common in thing right now.
• 1:40 AM,
