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• 12:45 PM, Friday, January 30, 2009

k the posting results are out

guess i knew that i will get into this course

but its not really my 1st.. can say my 2nd option because its nearer to home hahakz

BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY at TP

thought of appealing

might be appealing because i really wanted FINANCE BUSINESS INFORMATICS

i can get a course about finance.

but its at NYP

n i dunt tink i will want to travel that far for 3 years.

so i think if i dunt get FBI i`ll stick to BIT..

or shud i try NYP??

k i really dunnoe wat to do.. .

• 11:39 PM, Wednesday, January 28, 2009

well today i officially stayed at home .=)

thats a start.

• 6:49 PM, Tuesday, January 27, 2009

ok u know wat. im bored.

NO ONES ONLINE

n i mean practically no one.

hahakz.

lol

went breakfast wif family

dat nvr happen in years pfft

so thats all

ROT at home

while they went escape n enjoy

while i hate escape so no probs wif dat

but im freaking bored .

• 2:00 PM, Monday, January 26, 2009

been bz lately =)

wednesday i tink met amy?

went to town.

did some window shopping

played pool

watched ong bak 2

walk some more.

ate at pizza hut =P

played more pool..

headed home =P

thursday was too lazy

stayed home the whole day im so proud =P

friday.. didnt went to prayerss darn

was too sleepy

evening played soccer at TP =)

went back relax.

this post is a bit boring

cause im just tired but wanna update about daily lives

dats y

hahakz

well saturday was de best=)

gottobe a prince for the day.. hahahakz.

my aunt invite me n my mum to high tea at ROYAL PLAZA ON SCOTTS

CAROUSEL =)

plus she told us dat deres a room if anyone to come over

so ask HAN along he wud surely come

plus its a suite whereby de price is

1k pernite = p

its all freeeeeee =)

thanks to my uncle i guesss.

pictures are above.

anyways ate dinner buffet at carousel again -.-

everything was just by my uncle`s signature i love it.

everything is free n we dont have to dress smart as we overnite there=)

played ps2 on the flat screen n so on.

had some troubles b4 we cud play.. =P

HARD WORK IS EVERYTHING =)

bathtub was the best

nite n morning had atleast 45 mins on the bathroom

han on 1 me on the other 2

2 bathroom=)

this is the shit i tell u

3am+++ went to town lucky plaza walk around as han wanted to eat -.-

tk kenyang2 ar kau =P

next day we stayed until 6pm =)

make full use of it

the bed was awesome =)

room service i saw the price n it was like WOW.

fishnchips 33.50

spring chicken 41

expensive n wat... we ate free omg

i really appreciate everything.

ahahkz met amy around 6++

played pool.

we are like relaxing n all becoming a prince =P

no wonder king`s are always fat haha.

since all the shops are close.

we didnt manage to do shopping

instead we have our dinner at FISH N CO

2 straight days of high class food. wif only payment for fish n co

its all worth it i tell u. =)

• 2:21 AM, Wednesday, January 21, 2009

ok 3 days ago went out wif raidah

town i tink.

yuppsss

weeellllllllll shes going today i guess?

flight at 910pm rite?

so gotta spend time right

yeah

shes lovely as a friend. seriously

even though i keep critising her bla3 n all shits

yupps ur a wonderful friend ok.

READ READ jngn tk read =P

i was sorta late but sorry la 15 mins jer u saed 245 ok! but u came 230 =p

i saed 230 n came at 245 fine!

k so catched a movie.

haunting of molly sumting

ok its quite a good show la

7/10

slack at taka.... b4 dat have some OCK

window shop

blablabla

pasir ris... camwhore for a moment n yes.

HOME hahakz

k wait when i was otw home mum called asking where am i bla3

so i thought she was at home

but when i took 39

she was in the same bus as me

reached home plus minus 10? haha

LOL!
haha

k next day

which is monday?

town wif han

as i gotto get my sis a bdae card

n he got himself a dopie slipper

FINALLY!

hahakz

k i thought i didnt spend much but like dat dis dat

i spend 22 bucks aiyoyo!

hahakz

n HAN! NVR BUY A ICE CREAM WHEREBY

ADER RAISIN ADER RUM EH!

hahakz

lol

k blablabla

BTW we met at 7! which was suppose to be 6 actually

reach home 11+++ which was initially suppose to be 10?

hahakz

today met raidah again

last time i guess b4 she flew off

haish

so wat another 2 more years

today abit more slack

met at PRCS there

well memories

haha

then went to downtown n also to the beach

we slack there but we didnt go to ROCK 4 =(

we just slack at the benches for bbq

did some chats here there

talk n talk

yupps windy n all it feels good rite?

anyways. camwhore abit more rite? guess so

hmm but its sucky i tink mostly

haha.

ate at fish n co express for dinner

walk n talk n sit n talk

after which i she went home

while i was walking home

saw HAFIS N SUFRI AT RC =)

join them in playing soccer

its been a while since i played streets

bam came

n after soccer dey slack n have a drink at my place

so dilly dally here i am blogging

WELL RAIDAH!

IM SO GONNA FRRRRRIIIGGIIIIIINGGGG MISS YOU LOL!

hahakz

make sure next time dtg kan

KOALA BEAR BESAR K PLEASE N TANKEW =)

n dont hide urself in there

hahakz

k lah..

ur flight is like 20 more hours omg.

well

if u got the chance hey

stay jer lah blajar kat spore badot.

lol

-.-

ader juga org utk control eh

hahakz

be a good girl ok

• 9:12 PM, Saturday, January 17, 2009

what a performance guys

the result does not matter in a game like this

we perform like a true winner

this is how ADELPHI suppose to be week in n week out

we began our 1st game of the year wif a 4-0 win

karma strikes

we lost 4-0 this time

BUT our performance was one of the best.

despite on the losing side

we played like a winner

its just not our day.

YES we deserve to lose.

they were the better team

but 4-0 isnt as 1 sided as u tink

we had chances on our own

hit the post n so on.

everyone played wif a big heart.

more positive can be taken from this match instead of negative

hey! we were playing against a team who have some EX SLEAGUE players

they were more experianced

we gained much from this game

the spirit is up. =)

fighting for evey challenge

despite the physical difference

we gave our all

but it just wasnt enough.

THUMBS UP GUYS!

• 11:29 PM, Friday, January 16, 2009

ok last two days.

met liyana come over my place n discuss about poly shit

head towards TP met azeemah wif liyana n met raudha as well

they help me make the choices

n as i make my choices liyana to make hers.

so NYP cancel =P

den after all dat is done

head off from TP

bump into bam

n walk to safra

took 21 there n liyana headed to my place.

watch movie?

talk2

did some poly research n so on.

hmm

ATE=P

den she went home

ntg else happened i guess after that cant sleep.

the next day which is yesterday.

went town

wif amira

so her bdae is on the 18

treat her yesterday

hope SWENSEN and MOVIE

is enough

hahakz enjoy ur dae kan kan kan? =P

today after prayer. rai came my place

watch movies

had lunch and dinner..

watch more movies i guess

played com

n yeah i guess thats about it..

hmm so now ntg to do =)

• 1:44 PM, Thursday, January 15, 2009

i would like to take this time

also to wish the january babies..A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

here are some that i know.

ASHILA- 12th JAN

finally 16 right.

atleast ur legal for nc16 movies.

meet up soon ok. i still owe you , you know what.

AMIRA- 18th JAN

turning sweet 16 too.

meet up soon aites.

well atleast your one of the fastest among friends

to turn 16

big girl already.

ADRIANA-22nd JAN

big sis.

hey your getting older.

27 this year.

find a good guy

and get married quick please.

i don`t even know whether you know i have a blog

but have a good life ahead sis.

RIZA-22nd JAN

same birthday as my sister.

i cant promise if i can get you anything

sorry aite.

17th this year.

1 more year

n your legal for many things =)

take care of yourself and study hard.

REINDIO-26th JAN

my dad is getting older.

59 this year?

1 more n his turning 60 years old

time flies so quickly

hope u remain healthy.

i might not show much love but

that doesnt mean i dont love you dad.

• 11:50 AM,

i think its official.

i`ve LOST my Olevel Maths CERT

this is just getting bad to worst.

i hate losing things

50bucks gone

olevelcert gone

it just continue.....................................

i need a different 2009 pls

i dunt want to face

it like 2008

its really have been 1 torturous year.

• 2:34 AM,

arrrrrrrrrrrrr

i guess im just not feeling good aye.

despite submitting the courses

i still dont have that safety?

that happiness

something is really bothering me inside

im not sure wat it is

but hey its been a week or 2 atleast i havent had good sleep

pls oh pls

someone/something

watever it is

save me?

im really stress out

but my stress are all the same

i dunt even noe y im stressing

can i just clear my mind

clear any paths watever it is

i just wanna start a new wif my life

where can i start

but i just cant start a new.

damns

ive lost my precious grandma.

ive lost my chance of getting to the course of what i am

ive lost alot of price posession both people n things in life

n im like only 17?

i feel as if i could not afford to lose aniting else

what if sumting tragic happens?

my heart is just not strong enough

i couldnt bare to take ani pain

i noe the world is imperfect

life is nvr fair

i will have to faced obstacles and so on

recently ive been argueing wif people

getting into peoples nerve

im sorry to everyone aite

im still not myself

i just cant bear this.

wat would make me ok pls tell me

help me

shit im becoming one emocraps

sians.

ive nvr had dis feeling of hurt/stress? idk

my mind is just messed up everynow n then

people get stress because of Olevel.

but im different

now is where i get all stress up

idk whether its because of the poly choices

or sumting else

i really dunnoe

dis feelings just come n go come n go.

but this time

it really shoots me directly in my heart.

i don`t think i am strong enough to face this

i know i have to overcome

but i just cant seem to do it

i admit if i wud be facing dis problem maybe 3 years ago?

i might have done sumting stupid

but now im not..

i just ,.. ok now im speechless

sorry i have to let this ting out.

i am sure if anyone were to ask me wats the problem

my answer will be IDK

seriously idk wats the problem

im being oversensitive at almost everything

and im missing everything

I MISS MY GRANDMA

MY CLASSMATE

MY OLD LIFE

i miss having both mum n dad last time having conversation

being together as family

idk.

the way when my mum came home n said

`mat go call ur grandma shes missing u n she pass me to pass u some cash`

n i wud sae `okok `

n i feel bad not giving her much love as she gave me

im not the person who will show love .

n the more i love the person the more i will hide it.

the normal conversation of me n grandma in malay

`hello nek`

`nek baik`

den she will be like

`baik mat`

`bila mamat nk dtg. tknk jumpa nenek ke?`

den i will keep saying

`skolah uh nek, kalau mamat free mamat datang k?`

she will sae

`ok da makan? mummy semua baik?`

n i`ll answer

`da mkn nasi lauk mummy masak .. semua ok jerlah nenek lak da mkn`

`da nenek mkn nasi jer. lauk smlm` sumting like dat

always had a very short conversation

i miss playing UNO cards wif her when i was small.

n last year luckily b4 she pass away i managed to come to her place all by myself.

omg.!

idk my life is in a mess even if it dont look like one

gahhs.

every problem i just absorbed n absorbed

but i just cant seem to take in animore

im all tears now

pfft

what is happening to me?

allah tuhanku.

bantula aku dalam keadaan ini

hanya tuhan sahaja tahu apa yang aku telah rasa disini.

y do i have to get soo emo about this

cant i just move on n on?

pls i wanna go forward.

im only 17 im freaking stress about this how could i?

there are more people who are in worst condition

but y am i just not strong enough?

can i ever be strong?

too many problems face are suppose to make me stronger

but as days passes by

i grew weaker..

but i dunt even noe wats my problem

im not able to understand y am i feeling this

n y now?

i dunt wanna look back

but im too weak to accept the fact

things happen

ALOT of things happen

n im easily hurt

y am i like dis.

i know i follow my mum cauze she can also be hurt easily

i know but sumtimes i still have to hurt her

its not intentional. i love her most im not lying

but i dunt even show even a sign of it

im just useless i guess.

seriously i hate this feeling

n RAHMAD SHERHAN ABDUL

if u guys were to read dis please dont try to scold me or sumting

i just cant fight this ok

im trying to be cheerful as i can be.

La Familia

u told me to think positive n not to give up

i noe han u also have lost great deal more den i do.

mad u have fought ur probs

n abdul u are the same as rahmad

but i dunnoe guys

im just ar

i feel like giving up

told myself not too.

but hey.

i dunt even get my probs? how can i solve it

im just damn confused?

upon meeting people

i know more stories

different types of problems dey face

wif different people comes different life

n my life are also different

i dunt tink i can even cheer up.

peoples birthday are around the corner

including my sis n dad

n im having this feeling

i just hate it.

even this post is all messed up

its just like wats inside my head rite now.

messed up issues.

i hate hearing lies n stories

but i cant accept the fact n also the truth.

im just not me?

idk

this lil heart of mine just cant accept the fact

on what is happening

around me at the moment.

• 9:25 PM, Wednesday, January 14, 2009

1st choice

Finance Business Informatics

(TP)

2nd choice

Aviation Management and Services

(TP)

3rd choice

Business IT

(TP)

4th choice

Finance Informatics

(NYP)

5th choice

Finance Informatics

(SP)

6th choice

Business Informatics

(NYP)

7th choice

Aerospace Engineering

(TP)

8th choice

Aerospace Electronics

(TP)

9th choice

Business Process and Systems Engineering

(TP)

10th choice

Business Enterprise IT

(NYP)

11th choice

Pharmaceutical Science

(TP)

dats all i didnt make any 12 choice.

so here it is =)

wish me luck can? pls i think i need it.

FINANCE PLEASE!

• 10:09 AM, Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i am so disappointed wif myself

gotten my Olevel result yesterday

well i knew it wud be quite bad

but i didnt imagine it wud be this bad

people keep telling me hey ur result is ok

why the sadness.?

wats so bad about the result n all

but its just that i have dis expectation and also

a D7 in english?

who would take a person who failed english

ahhhhhhhhh

how did i fail my english. i cant believe it.

i know i can definately talk in fluent english

but when it comes to writing.

pfft i suck at it.

seriously

dis number SEVEN

is really giving me a hard time

ive been down all de way

people get atleast wat? 17 18 hrs of sleep in like

2 days or so

i tink i barely hit 14 or 15 hrs of sleep within this 5 days.

couldnt sleep.

BUT i like to thank all those who comforted me

n those who became my listening ear

thanks for being there when im at my worst.

hope its not that of a nuisance to u

but im really sorry

im of course grateful to anyone.

THIS heartache just cant seem to begone.

with a nightmare again about me failing english.

its really gotten into my brain n heart.

• 10:48 AM, Monday, January 12, 2009

WAKE UP

REVENGE IS SWEET

THIS IS FAKE!

yes gotten my revenge =)

anyways.

im still not prepared omg 3 hrs or so

gahh

assholeeeeeeeeee =S

the legends(sec5) will be

returning wif skol uniform

miss those faggots.

• 12:52 AM,

OMG the day has arrived

OLEVEL RESULT

13more hours.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im totally

nervous/scared/idk

idk how to describe

im just freaking scared

i dunt tink i will be posting my result.

but ahhh=S

• 12:38 PM, Sunday, January 11, 2009

a classy2 MC =P

ok so yesterday was a tiring day.

restless me.

tired FEET =)

ok so its a new year

n 08 hasn`t been the best year for Adelphi

but its a new beginning

began the year wif a comfortable 4-0 victory against

guys from ex loyang sec i pressume.

it was good that we maintained a cleansheet

n goals from syazani a braced by fido and a 2nd half header from sharizal.

everybody was in the happy mood

n when adelphi is at its best, we can beat any team

so bring it on.=)

after the match we slack n dey bought drinks.

after which we went our seperate ways.

abdul head to my crib

n we prepare ourself for jam n hop =P

han also followed

but our ahngah didnt follow so sad.

so we proceed

it was kinda last min n all

but hey

dats wat La Familia is about =)

actually we do not want to dance

but da smpai n de music play

HAN who first said to us n his mom

`tknk joget eh nnti aku duduk diam`

suddenly says. `my leg is itching`

hahakz n abdul bruises n all

also wanted

so there we go.

hahakz. some of de music were awesome

but they are some crappy one`s

met alot of ppl here n dere

thought of going back at 10

but idk how we stayed until 1035

intheend the bus was too long for me n sherhan to wait

n cabbed home=D

hahakz. dats all i guess.

• 10:14 PM, Thursday, January 8, 2009

ok so today went out wif ERDIE

so the last min plan

ok as every min passes by the day comes nearer

so have to released some of those tension rite?

ok actually didnt want to waste any money

but in the end?

i spend 75 bucks?

plus 55 bucks 2 days ago wif abdul

GOShHH 130bucks gone just like dat

gahhhhhhhhhh

i had dis intention to eat popeyes n starbucks.

so both we solved. =)

i had nooooo intention at all to buy anything else

but i bought a nike pants SHITS!

cost 55 bucks

damn it but its nice =)

yays!

bought a nike slipper de other day dat cost 45discounted price

original price 52

omg.!

well.. we had some window shopping as well

ERDIE ATLEAST KAU KERJE!

hahakz.

kk den we talk about our secondary skol life.

how we miss being caught breaking the rules

escaping from rules

yeah dats the life

we know dat poly/ite/jc life

wont be as interesting as life in secondary skol

but hey we have to move on

its good dat we still contact each other.

walk here n dere

slack somewhere

alot of places

in the end left the place at 9+

n head home

tired day.

IM FULL

cravings are being satisfied =D

• 11:48 AM,

some random pics i guess

ITS BEEN CONFIRMED

RESULT IN 4days time

12JANUARY

omg im sooo not prepared.

• 9:54 PM, Monday, January 5, 2009

these are just some random pics dat taken from camwhoring on chalet .. =)

dere are others but im too lazy too upload it . enjoy =)