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• 11:21 AM, Saturday, May 24, 2008

NOW UR GONE. =(
22/5/02
de dae where grandad pass away n now.
22/5/08
de dae whereby grandma pass away. haish
wat a coincidence.
everyone was sad.
i cudnt control my tears.SORRY GRANDMA
its the worst ive cried, since. idk how long.
IM SORRY for;
not visiting u dat often
not taking care of u more den i shud
everi wrong deeds i did.
tings dat i didnt accomplished
letting u everytime u gave me money,
n more

i just cud not think at the moment.
ive tried my best.
its so out of sudden.
n y is it de same date as grandpa.
ive had dis feeling de very dae she was admitted to the hospital.
omg.!
de last time i kiss her forehead
it feels cold instead of de warm love.
its only 2 months ago,
when she cook for me meals
when deres no food at uncles place.
de last phrase is when i visited her in de hospital
where she was conscious.
`mamat mana nak tengok nenek`.
haish it hurts but its my fault

but another thought of mine is im happy for her.
de way she leave us is such in peace.
de final few secs. she open her eyes n everione rush inside.
after taking a good look she closed her eyes
n tears rolled down her cheeks.
dats when its time...

dats all im gonna post for now. de rest.
later aite.
dis is wat ive been doing for de last few daes.
visiting my grandma.
about skol i will blog about it later.

• 8:15 PM, Wednesday, May 21, 2008

k idk y.

but im just F up.

no more interest in skol olevel watsoever.

=.=

bad day in skol.

not suprised if i were to flung my life .

• 7:58 AM,

k i dunnoe wat im going to do wif my life

seriously due to some FARKING last min stuff

we have to move out of here. so i will have

to pack my coms n stuff.

• 11:10 PM, Tuesday, May 20, 2008

hey its been a while since i blogged!

been bz

photos n post will be updated soon

im here just to wish my grandma de best of luck hope dat she will be OK

WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR U.

PLS GET WELL SOON

2 more days n it will be my grandpa 6yr anniversary since he left us

PLS GRANDMA I DUNT WANT U LEAVE US SO SOON.

I CANT EVEN TALK TO YOU IN DIS CONDITION

PLS GET WELL SOON.

BLESSINGS FROM ME AND DE REST OF DE FAMILY

WE HOPE THAT U WILL BE FINE

PLS!

• 5:08 PM, Wednesday, May 14, 2008

k been quite tired n busy lately.

yesterday went to see zuhaili after his surgery LOL!

wif ariff. shared bucks n gave him a story book wif our signature

LOL! get well soon dude.

despite having surgery for his jaw ,

he is still as talkative as ever .

k lah didnt expect less

n his mom saed dis

`dis is de only time ur going to see aili tembam`

cauze of his swollen cheeks . LOL

haha k lah li u just rest aite

aniways MYE results OUT

ENGLISH-FAIL

MALAY-FAIL

SS-FAIL

GEOG-FAIL

AMATHS-PASS

PHYSICS-PASS

CHEMISTRY-PASS

dats all i tink?

yupp. preety bad huh?

LOL!

• 11:32 PM, Saturday, May 10, 2008

well im scared of having too long of a post so i divide it in 2. LOL!

well woke up feel much2 better?

plan wif zuhaili n head to bugis =)

i did most of de window shopping. n today im like

de walking atm for zuhaili =P

he has no money so i borrowed him 1st

LOL

ohh b4 dat i met chun hian n pass him de money for STARDUST =) cant wait

zuhaili bought this grey coloured jeans which is nice at bugis street =)

after much WALKING LOL.

hey we took hrs just to walk around bugis . not only de street but junction as well

had our dinner at banquet. on me also =P haha

after dinner

we head to town =)

WOW deres like more den 10 shirts dat i want n all are ohh soooo expensive.

not to mention shoes n pants

haha.

but i just bought 1 plain fourskin shirt green colour

after much walking , went home =)

• 11:24 PM,

k ive been sick for the past few days

so after watching my granny in de hospital at OUTRAM SGH on thurs nite

return home around 12+am?

force myself to go skol de nex dae n finish my last paper =)

well i can barely tink so did de paper really quick n in 1/2hour,

i completed my science paper 1. LOL!

didnt even bother to check n doze off.

too sick i guess?

well after that met fir n went home to change.

headed off to lavender only to find out dat i cant change my passport photo.

have to make a new passport =.=

wat a waste of time.

n i was half dead inside de bus. really suffering

ate our lunch n walk around lavender n head to bugis.

was forcing myself to have dat extra bit of energy

so after that took de train n me n fir went our seperate ways.

i stopped at simei n met ariff ,zuhaili,syed, bir

played street n i thought i was getting better

after the whole ting

side effect takes place.

i was almost out.as in KNOCKOUT

took a cab home no choice.

despite knowing de cost of it.

well i have to pay de price for playing despite having fever?

reach home n i was sweating but i feel cold. lie at my bed

n poof i K.O at around 9pm.

de nex ting i knew my mum was giving me fever medicine

n my bed was WET .

really2 wet de whole bed

omg!

its not pee or aniting

its just my sweat.

• 9:41 PM, Wednesday, May 7, 2008

well exam period is almost over.

yesterday had CHEM which was challenging =X

today got bad news dat my amaths paper 1 was badly done.

well its not surprising LOL!

had physics n geog

paper was tricky n challenging

yesterday watch ironman de 2nd time LOL wif BIR

thought of studying but in de end it didnt happen

today thought of studying wif zuhaili n umai but once again

it fail LOL

tanx to SOME jokes n CREATIVITY .LOL!

went back after a 1 round walk

timecheck:945pm

n im feeling sick =(

damn!