• 10:09 AM, Tuesday, January 13, 2009
          
          i am so disappointed wif myself
gotten my Olevel result yesterday
well i knew it wud be quite bad
but i didnt imagine it wud be this bad
people keep telling me  hey ur result is ok
why the sadness.?
wats so bad about the result n all
but its just that i have dis expectation and also
a D7 in english?
who would take a person who failed english
ahhhhhhhhh
how did i fail my english. i cant believe it.
i know i can definately talk in fluent english
but when it comes to writing.
pfft i suck at it.
seriously
dis number SEVEN
is really giving me a hard time
ive been down all de way
people get atleast wat? 17 18 hrs of sleep in like
2 days or so
i tink i barely hit 14 or 15 hrs of sleep within this 5 days.
couldnt sleep.
BUT i like to thank all those who comforted me
n those who became my listening ear
thanks for being there when im at my worst.
hope its not that of a nuisance to u
but im really sorry
im of course grateful to anyone.
THIS heartache just cant seem to begone.
with a nightmare again about me failing english.
its really gotten into my brain n heart.
=(


