• 11:21 AM, Saturday, May 24, 2008
          
          NOW UR GONE. =(
22/5/02
de dae where grandad pass away n now.
22/5/08
de dae whereby grandma pass away. haish
wat a coincidence.
everyone was sad.
i cudnt control my tears.SORRY GRANDMA
its the worst ive cried, since. idk how long.
IM SORRY for;
not visiting u dat often
not taking care of u more den i shud
everi wrong deeds i did.
tings dat i didnt accomplished
letting u everytime u gave me money,
n more
i just cud not think at the moment.
ive tried my best.
its so out of sudden.
n y is it de same date as grandpa.
ive had dis feeling de very dae she was admitted to the hospital.
omg.!
de last time i kiss her forehead
it feels cold instead of de warm love.
its only 2 months ago,
when she cook for me meals
when deres no food at uncles place.
de last phrase is when i visited her in de hospital
where she was conscious.
`mamat mana nak tengok nenek`.
haish it hurts but its my fault
but another thought of mine is im happy for her.
de way she leave us is such in peace.
de final few secs. she open her eyes n everione rush inside.
after taking a good look she closed her eyes
n tears rolled down her cheeks.
dats when its time...
dats all im gonna post for now. de rest.
later aite.
dis is wat ive been doing for de last few daes.
visiting my grandma.
about skol i will blog about it later.
22/5/02
de dae where grandad pass away n now.
22/5/08
de dae whereby grandma pass away. haish
wat a coincidence.
everyone was sad.
i cudnt control my tears.SORRY GRANDMA
its the worst ive cried, since. idk how long.
IM SORRY for;
not visiting u dat often
not taking care of u more den i shud
everi wrong deeds i did.
tings dat i didnt accomplished
letting u everytime u gave me money,
n more
i just cud not think at the moment.
ive tried my best.
its so out of sudden.
n y is it de same date as grandpa.
ive had dis feeling de very dae she was admitted to the hospital.
omg.!
de last time i kiss her forehead
it feels cold instead of de warm love.
its only 2 months ago,
when she cook for me meals
when deres no food at uncles place.
de last phrase is when i visited her in de hospital
where she was conscious.
`mamat mana nak tengok nenek`.
haish it hurts but its my fault
but another thought of mine is im happy for her.
de way she leave us is such in peace.
de final few secs. she open her eyes n everione rush inside.
after taking a good look she closed her eyes
n tears rolled down her cheeks.
dats when its time...
dats all im gonna post for now. de rest.
later aite.
dis is wat ive been doing for de last few daes.
visiting my grandma.
about skol i will blog about it later.


